01-06-06

wow long time no update! well happy new years to everyone life for me is great.
i go out with Patrick now, and i love that boy. =] <3

11-27-05
"when it`s real.. its forever" mariah carey

--all new layout&everythin comein` soon!--

anyways... yesterday i went to 2 "partys" at the civic center and wow those were`nt even partys.. soo boring.. so i just chilled outside.. with anthony, his friends, trina, orlando, and then patrick, omar, elmar, and some other ppl was there.. and then i got real bored so i just got orlando to take me home.. but yea me and trina are throwing out party soon soo yup.. now thats gonna b the jump off. lol but yeah umm i been shopping alot lately since everything has been cheap lately.. i got me some orange brazillian pants! omg they are soo sexy my favorite color.. ima wear them tomorrow. and  got some gold shoes, jeans, tee`s, and some winter clothes.. i applied at winn dixie.. hopefully theyll hire me.

`wow.
i finally updateing. ive been on sometimes.. yea you know i cant leave xangerr alone. =]
weekends are crazyyyy fun...
i have the coolest friend ever. TRiNA!!
yes yes

too much stuff has happened to ima just tell you about yesterday it was GREAT i went out Edwin and i like that boyy!! i had fun.. we was watching chicken little lol; and then i went to jennifers house wow it was maddd fun... everyone was drunk like whoaaa.. lol hahah i was straight enougth... i did`nt do anything.. umm extreme... lol but yepp ima be back on later to really update!!

WHAT IVE LEARNED OVER THE LAST 4 YEARS:

+ you can never count on anyone but yourself
+ your 'truest' of friends will leave you for a boy.
+ i have only 1 girl-friend.
+ its usually better to just keep shit to yourself
+ always take risks
+ never regret anything- even if its worth regretting.
+ speak only the truth
+ im VERY mature for my age
+ laughter is the best medicene =]
+ age aint nuttin but a number
+ my "bestfriends" last year.. tried to make my life hell.. and it worked... dont get close w/ someone who talks shit about EVERYONE.. `cause common sence tells you they talk about you
+ make friends w/ all kinds of ppl.. you can learn alot from ppl who view the world differently than you.
+ (most) girls will backstab you the first chance they get
+ be yourself.. fuck what ppl think
+ theres 'friends' &theres 'associates'...
+ being pretty helps ... but i wish it didnt.
+ being half pr & half chink is great =]
+ theres a 1% chance that you can find a cute guy.. that has a personallity, thats not a player =/
+ i have a thing for fashion design =D
+ love your imperfections.
+ love what you have.
+ say what you feel... or youll regret it
+ if you forgive.. dont forget
+ NEVER make someone a priority.. if youre an option to them
+ 'best' guy friends.. dont become 'boy' friends...(im not sure about that one yet..lol)
+ FAKE PEOPLE CAN KISS MY ASS!!! =D they piss me off
+ its funny how.. 'bestfriend'..can just become 'someone i knew' so quick
+ music is a great escape from everything
+ looks are DEFF. not everything
+ dont skip classes... not worth it.
+ the things you search for.. come to you when youre not looking &least expect it..
+ be NICE.. you can make anyones day.

  ..yup i've learned a shittload over the years. theres more.. but cant think right now...
I'VE GROWN UP :)